Monday, June 29, 2009

Meet Mr. Hungry


I have been reading a lot about tips for weight loss success, and I have noticed that one of the most important tips is to tell your family and friends about the journey you are about to embark on, the journey of weight loss, so that you can receive as much support in your life as you can. So I am here to share with everyone my weight loss journey. My mom, sisters, Nana and I will be doing weight watchers together. We won't be attending the meetings because they are kind of pricey, but we will be encouraging each other to do it. We will be weighing in every Friday, and of course, I will keep you guys updated on my weight-loss. We all agreed to start today (hopefully they are following through on that, cause I am) and we will have our first weigh in on Friday.

I look at pictures from a few years back (when I thought I was fat) and I just wish I could look like that again. So, now is my chance to look even better than that! With weight watchers you don't give yourself unrealistic goals (do not set a goal weight that you want to be at, and don't say that your goal is to lose 60 lbs) do it a little bit at a time. My first goal is to lose 18 lbs, and I hope to lose this quite quickly! LOL.

However, I have a bit bigger of a goal (not based on pounds), I want to be in shape enough to wear a cute Halloween costume this year! I am very motivated to do this, and I have support from everyone around me! It feels great! Wish me luck and pray for us!

Friday, June 26, 2009

Models?

I think so :) Yesterday, Grandma, my mom and I went to pick up the Generation pictures we had taken a couple weeks ago. WOW, is all I have to say. We all look sooo good, if I do say so myself :) Here are four of the poses, sadly the one of ALL 5 of us would not scan for some reason... I'll try to get it on here in the next couple days (sorry, some look like they have one speckles, must be the way they scanned!)

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I need....


...some ideas on what to do for my birthday this year. I know its a few months away, but I like to have time to plan and get things ready for the big day! I turn 20 this year, (no more teenager!)... so I need to do something good.

I was thinking of a few things so far:
1. Trip to Sacramento
2. Halloween/Birthday Party (did this last year though)
3. Weekend getaway with close family and Bryan


I want to do something really fun! Give me some ideas! :)

Wicked


I just began reading the first in this series, this is a book as well as a Broadway Musical. I have heard so many great things about this story, so I definitely had to get it! It is the story of "the life and times of the Wicked Witch of the West" - in other words, the Witch tells her side of the story. :) So far, I am not too impressed. I am not sure if I am just addicted to the mushy love stories of Nicholas Sparks, or if its the way its written (its somewhat old English, which im not fond of). Hopefully I get drawn in a little more, cause right now I am pretty bored with it. :)

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Happy Fathers Day!

He was supposed to be looking at the camera, but he was so excited about his set that he looked away!
Awwww! He's so happy!
Daddy and his best friend, literally... they are inseperable. (Its D'Lila by the way)

So our weekend pretty much consisted of FATHERS DAY! Haha. Yesterday, I worked 11 hours (7am-6pm!) and that consisted of doing arts and crafts for Father's Day, then I came home and Bryan had his parents over and had dinner ready for all of us, this is when we spend our Father's Day with them (Bryan bought his dad a gift card to Home Depot). I left my house at around 8pm to go over to my parents house to have a sleepover with my sisters. We spent the night watching recorded Extreme Makeover:Home Editions, and then Haylee and I watched Freaky Friday and went to bed around 2:30am. Today we just spent the day relaxing, watchin a golf tournament and Extreme Makeover again, bbq'd steak and played Life. It was really relaxing and fun! :) My dad got some good stuff (money to go golfing from me, a new clipper set, & a Lakers championship shirt). It was definitely a great Fathers Day!

Happy Fathers Day to all the other fathers in my life!


Generation Pictures :)






Grandma and my mom planned to have some generation pictures taken of all of us (including GMA, my mom, my sisters and I). We went to a set up at Sam's Club to have these pictures taken, and we ended up ordering the set & were gonna have them framed for my dad as a late fathers day gift (we should have them ready by Thursday) :)

Here are a few we took ourselves before our appointment! :) Enjoy!

P.S- Of course I had to include a self taken portrait! :)

Friday, June 19, 2009

Want to borrow a book? :)




For Christmas, and during my last couple semesters in school, I have read quite a few books. Each and every book that I have read during this last year have been amazing, and have intrigued me greatly. I would highly recommend each and every book.

My favorite, by far, would have to be "The Choice" by Nicholas Sparks. Sparks is definitely a love story author, but he always has a twist to his love storie
s (many of you are probably familiar with The Notebook, A Walk To Remember, and Nights in Rodanthe - all which have become very popular movies) I can't count how many times I laughed, smiled and cried throughout this book, it definitely pulled on my heart strings.


"Travis Parker has everything a man could want: a good job, loyal friends, even a waterfront home in small-town North Carolina. In full pursuit of the good life - boating, swimming, and barbecues with his close buddes - he holds the vague conviction that a serious relationship would only cramp his style. That is until Gabby Holland in next
door. Despite his attempts to be neighborly, the attractive redhead seems to have a grudge against him. Still, Travis can't stop trying to ingratiate him
self with his new neighbor, and his persisten efforts lead them both to the doorstep of a jour
ney that neither could have foreseen. Spanning the eventful years of young love, marriage, and family, The Choice ultimately confrontsus with the most heart-wrenching question of all: How far would you go to keep the hope of love alive?"


A few of the other books that I have read are "The Guardian", "Dear John," and Nights in Rodanthe" all by Nicholas Sparks. I have also read "The
Road" by Cormac McCarthy, and "Freedom Road" by Howard Fast. All were great books, and I recommend them all. If anyone would like to borrow any of them, let me know!

Monday, June 8, 2009

Miss. Dev's Birthday Party!






Saturday night was Dev Dover's birthday party (Christy's daughter). Dev and I are still really good friends. Bryan, Erika, my parents and I all went to Christy's house to eat dinner, hang out and spend some time with everyone! It was really fun and relaxing - it was nice to just get out of the house for a change! We took a few pictures, but nothing too exciting. Bryan and I actually took a few BEFORE we left for the party, that turned out pretty cute! Oh, how I love self taken portraits! :)

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Sciatica

I had a doctors appointment on Thursday for a general phsyical, and to have my leg looked at. I have been having excruciating pain in my back in the bottom right corner, and it shoots down my leg and into my ankle. As soon as I mentioned these symptoms to my doctor she informed me that I have sciatica.

"Sciatica (or sciatic neuritis) is a set of symptoms including pain that may be caused by general compression and/or irritation of one of five nerve roots that give rise to the sciatic nerve, or by compression or irritation of the sciatic nerve itself. The pain is felt in the lower back, buttock, and/or various parts of the leg and foot. In addition to pain, which is sometimes severe, there may be numbness, muscular weakness, pins and needles or tingling and difficulty in moving or controlling the leg. Typically, the symptoms are only felt on one side of the body."

Unfortunantely, Dr. Chau prescribed me muscle relaxers - which work great - however, I need them for when I am working cause I hate being in pain at work, but I can't take them because they make me REALLY sleepy. The first time I took them I slept for 5 hours during the day, and then fell asleep for an entire night only 3 hours later!! My boss recommended me to one of her friends that does acupuncture, and she says it works soooo well!

However, until I get $80 saved up to go to the acupuncture session, I will be doing some yoga workouts to help make my muscle stronger and even maybe even help me lose weight! :) I found some really cool sites with yoga poses that help people with sciatica. I definitely do not want to be taking pills - especially muscles relaxers - at this young of an age, or at any time in my life for that matter! So I am going to do everything I can to help my sciatica so that I don't have to take my medicine on a regular basis.

On a better note, the rest of my checkup went great. I have perfect blood pressure, my heart and lungs sound great, and everything else was perfecto! :)

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

82/100

Yes, I know its a low score - buts its a B, and I got the highest grade out of anyone in my English class. The average class score was 52/100. So I am pretty darn proud of myself. Anyways, I wanted to share with you my English Final Paper, it is an Analytical Drama Essay on a play called "Trifles" and it is analyzing the theme of feminism. If you don't wanna read it it, I understand, just thought I'd share it with ya! :)

Susan Glaspell’s play, Trifles, was written in 1916, and reflects the author’s preoccupation with culture-bound notions of gender and sex roles. As the title of the play, Trifles, suggests, the concerns of women are often considered to be mere trifles, unimportant issues that bear little or no importance to the true work of society. Glaspell questions, and in doing so calls the reader to question the value of men and women’s perspectives and work by setting up a tension-filled drama that unfolds through the development of two distinct narratives, one in the male perspective and one in the females. Glaspell’s play explores the fact that women pay attention to the small details of situations in order to solve something, in this case a murder. In this play, the men seem to believe that the women are only worried about the little things instead of worrying about the big picture, but what they do not seem to realize is the fact that the women are actually solving the murder by worrying about these mere trifles. The title of the play can not be underestimated or just simply forgotten about since there is much symbolism within just the word, “Trifles.” The title represents many of the themes and meanings that are hidden within the play. Basically, the main theme of this dramatic play is that of feminism and the statement Trifles makes through a feminist perspective, being proven through the title of the play, the body language of the characters, the separation between the men and women within the play and many symbols throughout the play.

            Susan Glaspell wrote this play at a time when women were beginning to challenge their socially defined roles. Women were realizing that their identities as wives and domestics kept them in a subordinate position in society. Because of the fact that women were demanding more freedom, traditional institutions such as marriage, which confined women to the home and made them mere extensions of their husbands, were beginning to be reexamined. Glaspell chose a married woman as the play’s protagonist, Minnie Wright, who has challenged society’s expectations by murdering her husband. Minnie’s defiant act has occurred before the action begins and as the play unfolds two women, Mrs. Peters and Mrs. Hale, piece together the details of the situations surrounding the murder. As the events unfold, however, it becomes clear that the focus of the play is not on who killed John Wright, but rather on the themes of the subordinate role the women portray. Mr. Hale, Sheriff Peters and the County Attorney, the men in the play, are at The Wright’s house to investigate the murder. The women, Mrs. Peters and Mrs. Hale, are there to gather some things to take to Mrs. Wright in jail. The play carefully distinguishes between the affairs of men and the concerns of women. The men and women both observe that the house is not being well taken care of, but they see the messiness from a different point of view. The men see it as Minnie being negligent to her household duties as a wife, this is proven by the County Attorney’s comment about Minnie not being much of a housekeeper and complaining about the dirty towels. Mrs. Hale protects Minnie by saying, “There is a great deal of work to be done on a farm.” The men are blinded to this because they do not notice any one else but themselves, and do not notice anyone else’s chores but their own. Mrs. Hale also states that men’s hands are not always as clean as they should be and that is why the towels are possibly dirty. When they find that Minnie is worried about her jars of preserves, the men laugh and state that she should be worried about being tried for murder and not about jars of preserves. However, the women recognize the broken jars of fruit as hours of hard work over a hot stove. The men dismiss these things as insignificant by stating, “Women are used to worrying over trifles.”

            The title of this play is a very important concept of the play. “Trifles” has many different meanings that Glaspell has hidden throughout the play. The idea of trifles is portraying the small things that women worry about. There are many examples of the small things that the women in this play notice, that the men don’t – the preserves, the bread that was left unbaked, the quilt and the canary and birdcage. The men in this story are simply worried about the big picture and think it’s ridiculous that the women are spending so much time noticing the small things, when in reality that is what is going to solve the murder case. As the title suggests, these small trifles are exactly what the women need to figure out just who the murderer is and portray the emotional portion of the murder, making it clear to the women and to the readers just why the crime took place. Performing an analysis of Trifles solely on the significance of the title is quite simple. It should be noted how the issues of gender come to the forefront of what the men versus the women recognize as important to the murder case.  As stated a few times previously, the women discover and gather evidence accidentally, while the men are busy scoffing at the women for noticing the preserves and the quilt – both things which are extremely symbolic to the play. Mrs. Wright makes a symbolic decision to “knot it” making a reference to the rope around her husbands neck and the quilt symbolizes that she wished to just “stitch” over her problem. The men in the story refer to these trifles because they don’t believe that the women can solve a murder case, for one, especially not with finding small clues and evidence. However, this is not only to portray and criticize the way that the women are handling the situation, but it is to also show how men can be blinded by arrogance when they believe that women have nothing to offer.  

Body language is presented throughout the play, and is a very revealing dramatic element and literary device in the story by Susan Glaspell. It not only offers stage directions to the actors staging it, but also because it cues the reader of the play to the important theme in Trifles, which is gender and association. Mrs. Hale and Mrs. Peters are the wives of two very respected men in the town, and when they begin to search through the home where the murder took place they become very close with one another. For example, while they are all in the kitchen and the men comment on how horrible the housekeeping is, the women begin to move closer together. Also, when the County Attorney makes the statement about how “women are used to worrying about trifles” the stage directions stated that the women “move a little closer together” which is showing that there is beginning to be a separation between the men and women and there is a divided loyalty. Even though the two women are the wives of these well respected and known men, they begin to develop almost a sisterhood among themselves and begin to go against the cold and condescending tones of their husbands. Ultimately, this dividedness is what leads them to ultimate decision to protect Mrs. Wright.

The Trifles that the women have discovered eventually prove that Mrs. Wright killed her husband. The men were worried about finding concrete evidence that would easily convince an all-male jury, but they never could because they did not notice the small things that their wives found. The men never read into the small details like the women and they acted as if the women were crazy for noticing all of the trifles; therefore the women never informed the men of the discoveries. The women also sympathized with the accused woman and respected her work as a homemaker and wife. Mrs. Hale and Mrs. Peters felt sorry for Mrs. Wright because they knew that her husband was emotionally abusive towards her, and because of this it helped them not to pay attention to the fact that she actually did murder her husband. The major contrast between the male and female counterparts demonstrates the feminist theme because the women have the power to set Mrs. Wright free or condemn her due to the things that they discovered while in her kitchen. The kitchen represents a symbolic role in the theme of feminism because it no longer reflects a woman’s role as a house wife, but as a place where women have secrets that provide ultimate empowerment.

The play’s feminist theme can also be gleamed from comparing Mrs. Wright to the dead canary. The canary is a symbol of her confinement; it was caged just as Mrs. Wright was trapped in an abusive relationship with her husband. Mrs. Hale describes her as “kind of a bird herself – real sweet and pretty, but kind of timid and – fluttery.” Before Mrs. Wright’s marriage to John Wright she was extremely beautiful and happy and always sang on a regular basis. While in the kitchen, Mrs. Hale tells Mrs. Peters, “I wish you’d have seen Minnie Foster when she wore a white dress with blue ribbons and stood up there in the choir and sang.” However, after she married Mr. Wright her personality completely changed. He did not like singing and kept Mrs. Wright from showing her true personality and individuality; he strangled the life out of his wife just as he did to the canary. Mrs. Wright spent almost thirty years living with her cruel husband as her only sense of companionship, besides the canary who was her only sense of her true self. When John killed the canary it was Mrs. Wright’s breaking point, this was a big mistake done by Mr. Wright. The broken birdcage represents the symbolism of Minnie’s freedom from the restrictive role of abused housewife. Once she became free, she takes revenge against John for all of the years of abuse and oppression. She strangles the life out of John just as he had done to her spirit and to her canary. The bird and birdcage is also a great metaphor to show feminism in society in general, not just in the play. The metaphor represents the role women are forced into in society. The bird symbolizes the women and the cage is the male dominated society. By killing her husband, Minnie redeems a bit of her life and dignity.

The quilt in the story also portrays feminist themes. The quilt can definitely be seen as representing Minnie’s life. She has taken the scraps and sewn them into a nice and beautiful quilt. However, the block she was working on “was all over the place.” After the death of her beloved pet, Minnie was most likely angry and confused; the stitches represented her state of mind at the time. The question that was asked about the quilt was whether Minnie was going to “quilt it or knot it.” This represents the decision that Minnie had to make about her future. She could either quilt it, meaning that she could continue to endure the isolation and abuse given by her companion, or she could knot it and accept that her life was miserable and do something to change it. In the end, Mrs. Peters and Mrs. Hale begin to realize just what Minnie had gone through during her marriage to John Wright and make the decision to stick up for her. Mrs. Hale sums up the women’s feelings when she replies to the County Attorney’s question by saying, “we call it – knot it, Mr. Henderson.” Minnie decided to take control of her life; the path that had been journeying was “not it.”

            The feminist agenda of Trifles was never meant to be subtle. Glaspell uses the contrast between the men and women and the symbols of Minnie’s life to demonstrate the oppression of women in a society dominated chiefly by males. The author makes evident that before anything, we are human and directly following, we are either man or woman. The play is a call for women to use their subordinate role as a tool to manipulate the system and a warning to men that male domination cannot and will not be tolerated forever. Why should our sexuality limit us? To conclude this analytical essay on Susan Glaspell’s play Trifles, The women are forced to make a moral decision in the end. Using what they have learned and in conjunction with the cold behavior of their husbands and, also importantly, their own experiences as women who have faced tragedy.  For these women, the law is something dedicated to men and using female knowledge gleaned from trifles such as an ill-sewn quilt and dead bird, the women are able to be the judge and jury and create their own law in true feminist fashion.


Hope you enjoyed :)

Monday, June 1, 2009

Day in Riverside






For my final assignment and an extra credit assignment for my Art Class, I had to attend two art museums over the weekend. Bryan and I made a trip to Downtown Riverside to visit the Riverside Art Museum & UCR California Museum of Photography. I had never been to an art museum before this weekend, and it was definitely a fun and interesting experience.

When we arrived at the Riverside Art Museum, I was instinitly drawn in by the detail and architecture of the building itself. However, when I entered the museum, I was a bit disappointed. There were MAYBE 4 paintings, and only one room with some sculpted furniture pieces reated by a local artist named Sam Maloof, who recently passed away. The furniture was definitely my favorite part, but I wish there would have been a little more art within the museum. We left after about 10 minutes.

After our visit to the Riverside Art Museum, we drove down the street to the UCR California Museum of Photography - Auntie & Grandpa Dennis would definitely appreciate this museum. When you first walk in to the museum there is a very old and very large, working camera right in front of you. This camera was built in 1943 and weighs 700 lbs! Wow, imagine carrying that sucker around? HAHA. There are four floors in this museum. The bottom floor, which is the basement, was my least favorite floor - it was old photos of vacation spots back in the 1920's and 1930's. The main floor was dedicated to all photos taken by blind artists - this was my favorite floor! There were so many amazing photos taken by blind people - photographs that I could never imagine being able to take! In the back room, there were about 30 glass cases that held all different types of cameras and film, all very old, which was totally cool to see! The third floor was dedicated to photos taken of different cement objects - the ground, buildings, sculptures, etc., this was another one that I wasn't very fond of. Then we got to the top floor. There was a small, fenced in room that contained every Mac computer that you could ever imagine - this was showing that most of the digital stuff was done with a Mac. After looking at this room, we headed around the corner. . . . .

Before I went to this museum, I had never heard of the chemical war-fare in Vietnam called Agent Orange, let alone heard about the affects that it had on people. When we turned the corner we entered into a room with photographs of the most horrific and disturbing images I have ever seen in my life. There were children who had faces that were so contorted and deformed that you would not be able to tell it was a person, children who were born with no limbs, and over 10 cases of Siamese Twins were born within just a few months. There was a picture of a 22 year old man who was born with deformities and disabilities that have made it absolutely impossible for him to move an inch. He has been in the same exact position in his bedroom for 22 years. After Bryan and I looked at all of these devestating pictures, we prayed together for these children and their families. There was also a comment book, where we left a comment for them. It was a very heart wrenching room, and really made us think about things a lot for the rest of the day.

After our visits to the museums we decided to head to the Tyler Mall for a little bit and just walk around and enjoy being out of the town for the day. We visited a few stores and did lots of window shopping. I picked out a bunch of really cute Ed Hardy car seats, steering wheel cover, and floor mats for my car - I told Bryan I want him to get them for me for my birthday! HAHA. 

We had dinner at the Yardhouse in Riverside, which was delicious. Bryan had the Turkey Burger which comes with a really yummy marinera sauce with chunks of tomato. I had the turkey club, which was HUGE and delish! After our day in Riverside, we headed back home to spend the rest of the evening at home with our puppies :) 

Hope everyone had a great weekend! I sure did! P.S - Tuesday is my last day of school! YAY!!!